i hate this week. i have exam which is sucks!!! and i have all this complicated stupid unbelieveable relationships that drives me mad and on top of that my bestfriend will leave tomorrow!! and somebody is being rude to me every single minute keep telling me that i'm the one to be blamed, he's ashamed of having me as his girlfriend, i am a useless person that can't do any good for him, i... bla bla bla Now i'm reaching a point where i'm capable of  hurting myself. you see, just think,  isn't that wonderfull living with someone who always reminds you about all of your mistakes, who never want you to critize him of his mistakes and his reasons is that i'm the worst so i can't correct him, who keeps on telling you what to do, who keep on trying to make you feel guilty for the rest of your relationship, and the most incredible part is that i can't leave him coz i will lose all my life coz he's gonna make a phone call to my parents and tell them that i need to go back to my country coz in here i'm sellin' myself like a slut!!!!!!!!!!!! GET A GRIP!!!! how could my parent believes you asshole?!?!?!